Thursday, September 3, 2015

hundred & fifty

She hears the fire alarm as she calmly applies another coat of her drugstore mascara. She blinks twice slowly and step back from the mirror as she puts in her last pearl earring—determined to escape the flames unsheathed. 

hundred & forty-nine

I wonder how much of it was circumstance. Clearly you were drawn to me, but how much of it was close quarters and strong whiskey and how much of it was captivation and intrigue? I’ll take genuine lust over circumstance, but tell me, is there such thing? 

hundred & forty-eight

Your healing in front of me has left me even more torn than I ever was before.

hundred & forty-seven

There’s madness happening outside my window as the sun goes down behind the city skyline. I would pick lying in bed, scrolling through Pinterest wedding boards and laughing at Jimmy Kimmel with you every time. 

hundred & forty-six

He was a little cute; I was a little single.

hundred & forty-five

It’s the nights we try to blend in with the world and fail miserably that I re-realize you’re my very best friend. 

hundred & forty-four

You saw him laughing, eyes gleaming. But be aware: he’s only smiling because he knows the ghosts in your eyes will play nicely with the demons in his.